Ever been on the edge of an emotional cliff? I have been - all summer. Can't say exactly why. I just finished my first full year of school. Yeah! Only 4 more to go . . .
Anyway, back to that emotional cliff -
I was shoved off the edge of my cliff on Saturday. Not pushed, shoved. Hard. Can't eat, can't sleep, you know how it goes. Or maybe you don't (which is good if you don't).
I think I might still be falling - oh, wait. School starts again on Wednesday. I'm taking physiology and microbiology. Wanted to adjust my schedule, change it up, but all the classes are full. I just have to suck it up and stick with my current chaotic schedule. Yup, just found the bottom. Now there is nowhere to go but up. I know, I know, I signed up for this torture. And I am trying to make the best of it, really, I am. I didn't realize it would be this hard. But if it were easy, there would be no satisfaction in completing it, right? At least I don't have to repeat Chemistry!
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Have that tatooed on your wrist..you can look at when you think you can't breath from the pressure of school...."At least I don't have to take chemistry again!" Good luck with everything! You are a warrior!
Oh Kristine..... I feel your pain. Everyday I just want to cry and go back to bed.. Hope you get through your trials as soon as possible. You have been such an inspiration to me. You are amazing, and I look up to you so much. I take chemistry next semester so I will hire you to be my tutor...... You are amazing and beautiful.
I hope your new shirt helps!
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